A Spotless Mind

Drown drown drown

Down I go falling again.

But this time I’ve got no bridges to burn

too bad I was the one stuck on an island

and now there are just roads of ash

so I light myself on fire.

Sep 27
drinkdrankdrunk
garfieldminusgarfield:

G-G the book.
May 27

garfieldminusgarfield:

G-G the book.

New york is where i need to be! Damn it!
May 9

New york is where i need to be! Damn it!

(Source: michaeldonovan)

May 9

I want!

(Source: youmightfindyourself)

May 9

(Source: ikewood)

May 9

(via rryann)


GOD
May 9

GOD

(Source: psychofloyd, via meloxtra)

I am so isolated.

May 6
May 4

(Source: natalieannemoran)

Our bodies are prisons for our souls. Our skin and blood, the iron bars of confinement. But fear not. All flesh decays. Death turns all to ash. And thus, death frees every soul.

May 4
<3
May 3

<3

(Source: okjanelle)

My mind has expressed to the soul the pains from my actions. Rippling like a rock dropped in a serene pond. I have committed acts of tomfoolery that have not only isolated my entire existence from reality but have now created a void that will be so impenetrable by outside forces, such as love, happiness, freedom. Now I have crafted a  prison in my head locking away my soul. I have become chained to my mind. Shackled and bound by the fear inside. The dark is always there, watching, hating, feeding on itself, the end is forever nigh, and the time has come and gone for salvation.

All that is left is chaos. Chaos is a mere shadow of love. For love is chaos in the most pure form. Love is so ethereal and forever existing and forever lasting, until something rips it away, replacing it and becoming a shell of what was, for in its place will you have chaos. Creating a world trapped in your mind that is so fucking lonely and horrid. To have it all, only to lose everything is worse then never having it at all.

To LOVE so much and to have it stripped from your heart only creates a pain that once known spreads through out your mind like a disease. The only eradication is change, changing your thoughts into a new, false reality, you live in this play land that means nothing to anyone. You are trapped, if you face reality, then you are broken by the truth of what that really means.

So you run away. Far away. Deep into the depths of your different minds. Everything is so consciously thought through, every word, every action is so METICULOUSLY chosen  so that your mind is, at all times going down every single path and action you can make.

That you relate to the world but you feel like nobody relates to you.

To deal, to even fucking try to deal, is catastrophic. It’s so detrimental only because the pain is always present. If love is not, chaos is. Pain is perspective. Going back to what I was saying was that loving so purely, so unconditionally and then losing that is like losing a child. When you trust that your heart, that you give away is protected and cherished, just as much as you would cherish theirs, then to have them say no. To find out that you are merely a stepping stone on their path, that stone becomes your heart. You will forever be that stone, because you one hundred percent will always feel those feelings of love. You will give yourself over at any time to have that fleeting chance of revival of that high of love, so why not get high to relive the pain of your loneliness. That you are so frowned upon by everyone, you are always wrong, you mean nothing to anybody.

I mean nothing.

Words are words.

Actions are ignored.

Pain is real.

Love is a facade that leads to more pain.

I don’t care about anyone, I merely fake everything.

Because I’m a shell of the past

A ghost in your eyes.

My written words only flow from the dark corners of my mind.

Just give me a chance.

May 3
Narcissistichaos
May 3

such a sick outfit.

(Source: acutestyle)

May 3

(via da-i-net)